Lucky and UnLucky

Why do some people get all the luck while others never get the breaks they deserve?


A psychologist says he has discovered the answer.
People’s thoughts and behaviour are responsible for much of their good and bad fortune.

Unlucky people are generally more tense than lucky people, and this anxiety disrupts their ability to notice the unexpected. As a result, they miss opportunities because they are too focused on looking for something else.
They go to parties intent on finding their perfect partner and so miss opportunities to make good friends.
They look through newspapers determined to find certain types of job advertisements and miss other types of jobs.

Lucky people are more relaxed and open, and therefore see what is there rather than just what they are looking for.
They are skilled at creating and noticing chance opportunities, make lucky decisions by listening to their intuition, create self-fulfilling prophesies via positive expectations and adopt a resilient attitude that transforms bad luck into good.


when i think about it Luck is a just a form of superstition which is interpreted differently by different individuals.
Luck is very often a self-fulfilling prophecy .......Have a Happy and Lucky life.

Random thoughts

Hi hi hi…hope everyone are safe and sound…finally I get half hour to scribble something on my blog…


I am really hungry and I feel like eating pongal…

Saw da vinci code today..how many of you guys actually liked that movie?

Why is the sky so dark today without any stars...

I want to take my drivers test but I am not able to do reverse parking properly…I take friggin half hour to park at one place…: )

Went to Tim Hortons and drank a large ice cap with hazel nut flavour…

My computer has virus…I see too many warnings

When is vettaiyadu vilayadu releasing…cant wait to see it…

I am going to buy a ipod nano..bye bye mp3 player

I climbed 12 floors up and down today(3 times) since the elevator wasn’t working…

I forgot my dads birthday yesterday…feel realy guilty..:(

spain lost in todays match...

there was a gay parade today near my place...:P

work was really boring today...i accidently pulled my friends chair when she was going to sit..hehe..(believe me it was an accident)

why is life so dull suddenly...

got a good collection of ilaiyraja songs for cheap price..

oki doki guess that’s enough for now…I am off to bed…tata



Hmm yea…about my last article…thanks everyone for ur great suggestion…and as asked I have to mention that pooja chose Vikram..:)..

Suggestion

hi hi hi...
sorry guys for not posting all this while…ennaliye namba mudiyala..nan ivlo busy n..seri ok..let me tell you guys a short story and you guys tell me the ending..

Pooja and Arun really good friends, they know each other for almost a year.. Pooja is a very naïve and hard to get kinda gurl. She is very pretty and 2-3 guys have already proposed her. Arun on the other hand is a very smart and handsome guy. He is very secretive and is a closed book. Not even his friends could guess what he is thinking.
So what happens is…they both start to like each other…and none of their friends know about this…they didn’t confess to each other but they knew deep down inside. Arun would be real caring for some days and then suddenly he would disappear somewhere. He was on and off in this decisions and moods. Pooja waited for Arun to tell her about his love. 2 months passed..4 months passed..nothing from his side. So on total 11 months has passed and she was still waiting and hoping that Arun would confess his love.
In the mean time, she meets a guy named vikram…charming..flirtatious..and very cute…vikram is a open minded and frank person…and without knowing the complications between pooja and arun…he madly falls in love with her within 3 months and proposes to her.
So now my Question is…if you were in pooja’s shoes who would you prefer?
Point to note- both are equally smart and talented..: )..

T Ta Tag Tagged

Tagged by Ponnarasi

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4.
Ans. Danach werden folgende bildschirme aufgerufen (its french hehe)

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.& catch air?
Ans. Some dvd’s

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Ans. Gangster movie

4. Without looking, guess what time it is? Ans. 12.25pm

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? Ans. 12.28pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Ans. Everything I do..i do it for u..by bryan adams

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Ans. Yesterday evening for work

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at? Ans. My cell for missed calls9.What are you wearing?
Ans. Pjs

10.When did you last laugh?
Ans- today morning when my friend woke me up and said he has a interview and I thought that I was dream.

11.What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Ans. Taj mahal drawn by my sis

12.Seen anything weird lately?
Ans. Nope

13.What do you think of this quiz?
Ans. This is a quiz :

14.What is the last film you saw? Ans. Gansgter

15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Ans. My dream house

16.Tell me something about you that I dunno
Ans. I get jealous easily..lol

17.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Ans. No test and exams till you graduate :)

18.Do u like to Dance
Ans. Yes..

19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Ans. sanjana

20 Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call her?
Ans. Karthik for sure..hehe

21.Would you ever consider living abroad?
Ans. Huh..hmm..

22.What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Ans. Enna ma kannu..sowkyama..

Dying inside

I knew what he was gonna ask..my heart started to beat like crazy. I had mixed emotions in my face.
He was trying really hard to get to the point. But I wouldn’t let him; I would swiftly change the topic. It would take another 10 minutes for him to come closer to the same topic again. I was laughing inside imagining him sweat like crazy on the other side. Felt bad for him for a while but oh well this is my moment..let me cherish it.
He would start again…bored of listening to the same old record my imagination would start to flow…
I know he is my friend but I have started thinking a little too much. Something beyond friendship. I don’t know if that’s right or wrong. Don’t know where it will end but my feelings are not going to change at any cost.
Everyday I get up expecting his call.
The last and first thing that comes in my mind is you.

Back to reality again, his hesitation means a lot at this time. I couldn’t bear no more. Waited for him to finish the whole sentence. Waited and waited..just to find out that he had a crush on my friend.


P.S...this is purely imagination guys....hehe..ippo ve solliten..or else i know what type of comments i would get..

TaG

Tagged by Raz! ;)

ippdi maati vittutiye:)

Name 10 of life's simple pleasures that you like the most and then pick 10 people to do the same (optional). Try to be original and creative and no to use the things someone else has already used.

Chocolates ..chocolates..and chocolates….eating it without giving anyone..:P

Listening to my favourite song and walking outside..with the cool breeze flowing across my hair.

Starring at ACP Anbuchelvan in Kakka Kakka ;)

Sleeping in my bed after a long and tiring day….

Playing with kids

Receiving text msgs(cuz I get none : (

Chilling at my friends place 24/7

Talking to my friends back home

Suda suda sapadla..sambar oothi..neyi vitu sapta romba pidikum

Like when some people remember even small things in my life..and call me to ask about those.

enna koduma idhu saravanan..

vazhkaila mudhal vatti...kavi vettiya illama..romba busy ya irruka...
adhu yen na...
she got a job..adhuvum full time..so pavum she is working 40 hours per week..and by the time she gets home its 1.00am...shoe kooda kaitama straight aa bed la poi padatha na adhoda 11.00am k dhan good morning.
appram ezhundhu kulichi kalambi poga time seriya irrukku....
so pavum kavi k blog update panavo...illa oor suthavo nerame illa...

appdi oru naal ki..when she was going to work with her friend....she met a stranger on her way...he started making conversation and said that your very lucky today..because he saw something in her eyes..:(strange)...
after that he asked her to spare 5 minutes so he could tell her about her future...So very eager to know about her mysteries future..kavi agreed….

He paused for a second and went on…
- You care about your friends a lot and you would do anything for them…
- You don’t have the habbit of saving money..and it seems that your future guy would do that for you..lol
- You will live upto 80-85 years..(hehhee)
- Your lucky colour is red and told to buy a red car.
- You will have three children, 2 boys and one girl.(but I want only two :P..lol)
- If you start business on your own..oh ho n varuva..
- And finaly..my future guys name will start from R, D, or P.(S for surya illaya appa :(((

so after this nan work poi..manda kolambi..oru confused state la vandhu...cha idha la namba koodathu n mudivu pannen...neenga enna solreenga?

seri guys..its already 2.00am...falling asleep on the chair...going to dream land...tata...:)

~ partha mudhal nalle-end~

They both go out of their room..
Pradeep- sorry guys..
Priya- not a problem
Megha sees karthik..she gets up abruptly
Megha- hey..neeee
Karthik-err..hi I am karthik..pradeep’s roomie
Megha- ohh sir per karthik aa…hmm..enna inniki munji la powder kaannum..hehe..btw I am Megha
Karthik- huh..(eva nakkal thanga mudiyala da saami)…nice meeting you..(makes a face with no expression)
Pradeep- hey…I am going to go n get something to eat…priya you wanna come with me?
Priya- sure da..
Megha- (adi paavi..enna inga thaniya intha loose oda vittutu pogatha di)..hmm..nannum varen…
Pradeep- u give company to karthik..we will be back in half hour.
Megha- aaashoo.she looks at karthik..hmm.half hour ivanoda irrakanumaaa..hmm..seri seri..ponga..
They stare each other for 2 minutes not knowing what to talk…
Karthik- so..unga peru verum megha va…ilaa Megha.B ya..
Megha- adhu enna…B?
Karthik-er..Megha Bajari..i mean unga last name..
Megha- adhana parthen ..enna sir unnam arambikkalye n…
Karthik- haha..hmm..so how long have you been in Canada?
Megha- about 4 yrs now…how about you?
Karthik- 2 years, came here in a work permit.
Megha- oh that’s nice..so how do u like it here?
Karthik- its ok, thought there would be more tamil girls here…enna panrathu..(yellarume unna maariye irrukanga)
Megha- hey..tamil girls thana..there are tons here…you just have to look really hard…most of them don’t even show that they are tamil…
Karthik- yea..that’s true..hey neenga madras la enga irundeenga?
Megha- near SSR.Pankajam.. how about you?
Karthik-you know Majestic Park..its opposite to Captains house..
Megha- ohh..yea..my friend Charu lives there
Karthik- Charu..1st year SRM la computer science?
Megha- ya..avale than..you know her???
Karthik- ofcourse…unfortunately I am her brother..haha
Megha- ohhh..WOW(surprised) …chance eh illa
Karthik- yen?
Megha- illa..ava romba nalla ponnu ache…nee eppdi avalakku…Anna..hmm..engayo iddikithe..lol
Karthik-yenga..ungallakku enna ottalana thookame varatha?
Megha-hehe..seri seri..hope they get some Chinese food. So hungry
Karthik- yuk, I hate Chinese food..i prefer greek
Megha- tho da….cha enna oru nasty taste
Karthik- please turn off that T.V..i cant stand Maddy
Megha- hey..enna da....Maddy pathi pesatha..apparum avalo than..
Karthik- I don’t know whats so good about him..all girls go crazy for him..
Megha- yea..obviously..look at his smile…his facial expression…ahh sema cute..
Karthik-thanga mudiyala..please..vera topic change panreengala?
Megha- hmm..seri un hobbies enna?
Karthik-oh my hobbies..hmm..perusa onnum ilainga..cars na romba pidikkum..apparam..music..cricket..
Megha- nice..ennakku social service panrathu na romba pidikkum..apparam rajini padam na romba pidikkum..hmm..saravana bhavan..red roses..madras pasanga..red curtains..black colour……………..
Karthik- (iva april madhathil vara sneha vida periya list a solra)

They both seriously got involved in their talks..asking about each other..knowing each others interests…
Soon pradeep and priya came with biriyani from Tikka house. They all had a good lunch and soon it was time to leave.
Karthik didn’t want megha to leave..he very much enjoyed her company…he liked her innocence, her boldness..the way she fights for small things….but it was too early for him to tell her anything or decide anything….he waves her goodbye half heartedly. he exchanges his phone with hers.

His day would begin by thinking about her and end by talking with her on the phone.

February 2nd
Namma karthik oda birthday
With high expectations he is eagerly waiting for megha’s call. Finally at 11.30 she calls.
Megha- hey..karthik..enna panre
Karthik-onnum illa..nee sollu
Megha-hmm..are you free this afternoon.
Karthik-yea..ofcourse(enna onnum wish panna kaannum..maybe it’s a surprise)..
Megha- ok, come to Madras Mahal..i will be waiting with Rahul..
Karthik- err..who is Rahul?
Megha-oh..didn’t I tell you my BoyFriend.
Karthik-Bbboy friend..(he couldn’t talk anymore…his heart started beating fast…he made sure not to show any signs of gloominess.)…oh ss sure pa..i will be there.

He hanged up his phone, was sweating like crazy..he searched for his pack of cigarettes, couldn’t find it anywhere. Frustrated with himself and not knowing what to do he left to Madras Mahal.
He reaches the place after half hour..waits in the car for 10 minutes. His head was spinning thinking about that guy. Consoles himself after sometime and goes inside.
He sees Megha sitting across wearing a light blue top and jeans.. she looked cute as usual. Opposite he sees a guy, there was big smile on Karthik’s face.

Karthik-hey megha
Megha-oh hey..vandhuttiya…meet my boyfriend rahul..
Karthik- (indha chinna payana than un boy friend n sonniya…grr..rumba nakkal than..seriyana loose.cha..)..hey rahul..how are you
Rahul- hii…I am fine(with a really cute baby smile)
Karthik- that’s nice
Karthik is eagerly waiting for his birthday wish, but she doesn’t seem to care less.
Karthik-(hmm maybe she forgot…adhu eppdi marapal..i even know her star birthday..cha indha ponnungale ippdi than)…

They finish their lunch and he drops Megha and Rahul at her place and leaves to his home half-heartedly.

He goes home..turns on the music…

Partha mudhal naale…..unnai partha mudhal naale….from vetaiyadu vilayadu starts playing.

Karthik-Cha yen than avala partheno…vazhkai ippdi waste aakital…..
He lies in his couch…closes his eyes and gets involved in his music…
Tringggg…1 sms msg
He bothers less….and slowly gets up..picks up his phone…
Sms msg from Megha…he is so excited that he doesn’t know which button to press…..
The msg read…


Your princess is waiting for you; my prince just took a wrong turn, got lost, & is too stubborn to ask for directions…
Happy birthday hun…

Updates..

Hi hi hi hi…eppdi keeringa?

~ indha payangoloda shopping eh po kudathu da sami…chumma irandhuvala future shop(has all electronics gadgets and lottu loskku) kottitu poi..shoping panranga panranga..afternoon 12 lendhu ..evening 7 verrikkum..habba..oru camera vanga ivlo nerama..kadavle…atleast if I knew what they were talking..i could have helped….7 megapixel nra…ocular vision nra..memory card nra..re chargeable battery nra…thalium puriyala kaalum puriyala…

~ suddenly felt like watching rajini movies…so went and got padayappa..:)..eppa super padam po….
“vayasu annalun un style um azhagum unnai vittu pogalai”appdi nan sollala neelambari solluva…..
love rajini : )…can’t wait for Sivaji…

~exams are getting over by this week… was just thinking about a full time job…so I could leave this part time one cuz I hate this job…appdiye dream land la irrukum pothu oru call…enna n partha.. customer service representative k oru full time job position k interview….namba ve mudiyala….hopefully I get it...

~oh aparam…did anyone of u notice shaam in khusi movie…he comes for a scene in the temple…:P

~vazhkaiyala urrupadiya oru karyam pannen….enna naaaaa…I found that one of my friends started liking a girl..ava enamo sumarana ponnu than..but ennakku than manda kanji….heart full aa errinji….andha ponnu oru pisasu..ava loose appdi eppdi n solli..aruthu vittuten..lol…not that I like him…friends mela konjum possessiveness…have anyone of u felt that way..illa nan than loose aaa??..:P..

~ partha mudhal nalle-II ~

Megha reaches home, removes her shoes..one goes flying near her friends feet. Places the bag of groceries in the middle of the hall and sits in the couch.
Priya- hey what happened?
Megha- andha payan..cha..
Priya-endha payan?
Megha- theriyadhu di..store la parthen..romba tension pannitan..
Priya-payan parka eppdi irrupan?(she winks)
Megha- unn kitta sonnen paaru….parka nalla karrupa senthil maari iruppan..
Priya- chi..sollu di…
Megha- yen di evlo alaira..adhan pradeep kitta number vangine illa…
Priya- pradeep aa.avana vidu..…seri evan appdi irrupan sollu?
Megha- nalla than di irruppan…kitta thatta aarya maari irruppan parka..
Priya-wow..seri..pradeep just called, he invited us for lunch tomorrow at his place. Your coming with me..seriya
Megha- hey..what am I going to do there, nan varala..nee mattum po
Priya- chance eh illa…neeyum vara…sollitten..avalavdhan…

While on the other side, karthik parks his car and runs to his apartment.
Pradeep- yen da ivlo late?
Karthik-don’t ask me any questions, apparam andha bajari oda mugam nyabagam vandhurum…
Pradeep-bajari ya….hey hey..yaaru andha bajari.
Karthik-i said no questions..
Pradeep- fineeee…seri open the door..habba been waiting for more than 45 mins

They both go in..karthik turns on the T.V..
Pradeep-machi I got this new tamil movie..its in my bag….put it da
Karthik-oh seri..hold on..

He inserts the DVD…movie title Sandai Kozhi..
Karthik-oh damn..enna da padam idhu…cha..sandai kozhi…I don’t want to watch it..
Pradeep- dai..r u Ok…inna matter n ozhunga sollu da…
Karthik explains the whole drama that took place…
Pradeep-hahaha..ivlo than matter aa..nan vera ennamo n ninaichen…take it easy da..ur not gonna meet her again..forget about it..seri….how does she look?
Karthik-hmm..very cute da..siricha azhaga irrupa…anna pavum..avalluku sandai poda than theriyum n ninaikiren..lol….dai dai..stop reminding about her I said I want to forget about her..
Pradeep- haiyoo…enna da avlo distract pannitala..
Karthik-hmmm…nah..i don’t fall into girls trap that easily..seri come lets watch south Africa Vs Australia match…I rented that DVD…
They both fell asleep watching the match till 5.30 am in the morning.

11.30 am
Karthik- aiyooooo pidari….
He wakes up pradeep from sleep..
Pradeep-huh..dai dai..enna achi..dreams layum ava thana...kalakku..whats the time…aiyo 11.30..i have invited priya for lunch..i have to clean the house…take shower..buy something..so much work..damn..

12.30 am
Pradeep- machan I am going to take shower..get up da naye..its afternoon..
karthik- huh..seri..
he goes back to sleep again..

After five minutes..door bell rings..
Karthik- cha..yevan avan..indha nerathla..
He gets up..looks in the mirror…his hair in the most crappiest style ever. ..doesn’t care enough to comb it…proceeds to the door..looks in the peep hole…some girl standing outside. He opens the door
Karthik- yea
Priya- hi, I am pradeep’s friend.
Karthik- oh ho neega priya va…please come.
He looks back at his living room, its cleaned neatly. He thanks pradeep in his mind and tells her to take a seat.
Priya- so ur karthik right?
Karthik- yea..
Priya- pradeep niraya solli irrukan ungala pathi…
Karthik- oh appdiya….(nanga thana solla sonathe)..

After 2 minutes door bell rings again
Karthik- excuse me.
He goes near the door, looks in the peep hole again..his face changes..he runs inside his room..starts banging the washroom door..
Karthik- machan come out…she followed me hear too
Pradeep from inside..yaaru da?
Karthik- dai..andha ponnu da..come out fast and tell her that I am not home.
Pradeep- dai..i am taking shower
Karthik- ponna da nee..oru mani nerama kulikara..chi velila va..
Pradeep rushes out of the washroom..wears his favourite blue jeans and white shirt and goes out.
He sees priya sitting in the living room watching alaipayuthe…he gives her a quick smile and runs to the door and opens it..
Pradeep- sorrynga karthik is not hear.
Megha- huh..yaaru karthik?..err ithu pradeep vidu thana ithu?
Pradeep- yea..that’s me..
Megha- priya inga thana irruka?
Pradeep- oh oh..sorry..neega priya…oh..megha?..come in..
Megha- yea..no probs.. inga parking illaya?..i had to go to the next complex to park my car.
Pradeep- ohh appdiya..
Megha enters the house and sees priya seriously involved in watching the movie.
Megha- hey loose..nan vanthathu kooda theriyama appdi enna padam di parkara..
Priya- vaadi..alaipayuthe…romba naal achi maddy a parthu..hehe

In the mean time pradeep goes inside his room..
Pradeep- dai..athu megha da..priya oda friend..
Karthik- enna?..shit..how am I gonna show my face now..
Pradeep- etho first time maari romba feel panre..paravala va va..

To be continued..:))..

~partha mudhal nalle-I ~

Location- Walmart, Toronto.

Megha looking for Tropicana juice, goes around the store 3-4 times.
Megha- grr..where the hell is this orange juice.
She spots a guy putting something back in the shelf..
Megha- hello..excuse me..
He turns and the first impression of Megha was cute, she was wearing black pants and a light pink top with black flowers on it, brown eyes, hair a bit longer than shoulders.
Karthik- yea
Megha- hmm..do you know where the Tropicana juice box is?
Karthik- excuse me, I don’t work here
Megha- she mumbles..ohh munji ya partha appdi theriyala…..huh oh I am so sorry…
Karthik- hello..enna sonninga
Megha- huh..oh neega tamil aa…
Karthik-yea..grr…yen munji ya partha pinna eppdinga irruku?
Megha- huh..adhu vandhu…..aaa…vandhu….like a serial killer?
She giggles and walks away…karthik is standing there without knowing what reaction to give.
Karthik- cha..inna ippdi avamana paduthita…
He brushes away the comment and starts shopping again looking for the readymade foods, which he has to stock up for next week.
His phone rings..
Karthik-hello
Pradeep- dai machan where are you..i forgot to take the house key da..i am standing outside the apartment come fast..
Karthik- oh..appdiya..itho vandhutte irruken..
Pradeep- cool da mams…dai dai..u remember that girl I talked about yesterday..she asked my phone number today..
Karthik- ehhh..kalakra pradeep…nannum parthene inniki oru loose aa..cha mood eh keduthutal…
Magha comes to take something from the frozen department and overhears this from the back
Megha- HELLO….yaaru a parthu loose n sollre.
Karthik-One sec da pradeep..i will call you back.
Karthik- huh..uh..not you..i saw this other girl in work..huh
Megha- ya…nice try…enna da ninaichittu irruka un manasla..
Karthik- hey..over a pesatha di…nanum appolenthu parkiren..ne romba than sound udre..
Megha- enna sound aa….nan yaaru n theriyuma..
Karthik- nee yaara irundhal ennaka enna…don’t you have anyone else to fight at your home…amma..appa..naikutti…inga vandhu sandai pottitu irruka..
Megha- dai vena…..ammma oru chinna doubt…nee powder factory aa vechittu irrukka…munjla ippdi appi’ttu irruka..hehe…
Karthik- adingu..ponna di nee…ippdi pesra
Megha- ponnu than..kannu theriyatha…ohh…athan store ullaye kanadi ya…
He removes his sunglasses and puts it inside
Megha- hhahahahaa..seri seri…pozhachi po..
Karthik- enna ponnu da saami…seriyana bajari..
Megha- oye enna da bajari ya…seri appdiye vechikko…ippo adhukku enna..
Karthik- adhukku enna va…kadavle enga vandhu matikiten..
Karthik phone rings again…
Karthik-sollu pradeep..
Pradeep- enga da irruka?..kaal vallikidhu da..
Karthik- innum store la than..oru loose ponnu kitta matikkiten..tho kalambitten..sorry da mams
He hangs up the phone..
Karthik- hello miss..if you don’t mind …i have to leave urgently now..can we continue our sandai later..
Megha- enna da kozhupa..
Karthik- shhhhhhh…I am gone..nee inga ninnu kathitte iru…..before going I want to tell you something….”adhigama asai padara aamblaiyum….adhigama kova padra pomblaiyum..nalla vazhandh tha sarrithrame illa”
Megha- tho vandhutarru..rajini…..nee padayapa ippa than parthiya…hehe..
Karthik- ada chi podi..pidari…
He giggles and walks away…
Megha-OYE…

...to be cont..

Heartbroken teenager

note- All Characters in this story are imaginative...

Well it all started at the beginning of 2003, when during the 2nd week of school I was late into class and as I walked in there was a new guy in my class. We got to know each other straight away, later i found his name to be krishna. We got to know each other better and after a few weeks we started flirting a bit and nearly every night we spoke over the phone for nearly 2 hours, we spoke about everything especially how we felt about each other ,what would happen with our families, and everything else about love and relationships and all of our problems. We ended up writing letters to each other basically everyday, one day he wrote me 2 or 3 letters in the same day.
So everything seemed good. That went on until Valentine's day, I found out that we had a compatibility of 95% and a love percentage of 110%. Well I found out that a few of my friends liked him a lot, and a few other guys liked me and I had to let them know I didn't feel the same way about them. So on Valentine's day he gave me my favorite chocolate, we found out how much we had in common, but at first I said to him that I couldn't accept it and I told him not to get me anything, but he still did. So after school we both came out of maths, he was tensed and hesitated and suddenly he asked me out, I was so STUPID, I said NO!!! when I loved him so much and he was everything I wanted in a guy and I said NO. I told him the reason I thought he understood, but a few weeks later one of my friends asked him out and he said yes to her. She knew I still liked him, and yet she did that.
Now all I can do is cry because he does not love me anymore. He hardly speaks to me now and I wonder why. Is it because I turned him down? or because I am so pathetic about this? But for now I guess I will never love anyone. I still love him heaps but its all too confusing in my mind. We don't call, we don't write, we don't flirt. every time I look at him I feel like crying.
I have tried drinking away my sorrows but it never works, they just come back to me when I become sober again.
i seriously thought i would never love anyone else again...days passed..years passed...and one day i met Raj... sat beside him..talked to him...wow the cycle started again...


Even now when i look at all these young high school kids having Bf and Gf...i just wonder how long these things are going go...arent they too young for relationships ....i guess no one here thinks in a long term way...just like a time pass...infactuation i would say!!!! still wonder if these people even know the meaning of love...

When friendship hurts

I still remember those days when I and Stan were inseparable. We used to spend countless hours together. Until one day when I met with a serious accident. That accident was a turning point in my life. I do not remember every detail of how the accident actually happened, but all I remember is that I was severely injured. Doctors had advised me to take rest for three months. Just the thought of staying home, doing absolutely nothing scared me! But I had no other choice; I could not walk due to a major leg injury that came as compliment along with the accident. For the first two weeks I was enjoying the attention I was getting from my family and friends. But, little did I know that my friends began to look at me as a pain. Everyday Stan would call me and learn about my days stretch.

Three weeks passed with this same routine. He told me that he was feeling very lonely at college without me. And one day he called me and said he was invited to a party by some senior college mates. He asked me if whether he should make it to the party. I told he should definitely go because chances such as this do not come often.
Getting invited to a senior college party was a huge deal. So he went and had fun, he called me the following day and told me every detail of the party. For the next couple of days I did not receive any phone calls from him. I tried calling him; there was no reply on the other end. Finally, Stan called a week later! He had a few excuses. I was just too stupefied to believe that he was not able to find a single minute to make a call to find out if I am doing well. That night I called him again and I told him how I felt. Stan told me he had to expand his social circle. He did not care about me anymore; he had drifted far away from me. I did not even in my dream expect this from Stan. A friend whom I trusted the most hurt me like this. It was the fourth week; I went to see the doctor. The doctor said I would recuperate in two weeks. I called Stan and informed him about my fast recovery. He wasn’t as excited as I though he would be.

Two weeks passed by and I had completely recovered. The first day back to college after the accident, I searched for Stan. He was nowhere to be found, other friends told me he hung out at the college dorm with his new friends. That evening I saw him in my computer science lecture, he ignored me. At that moment I realized he was not the same Stan anymore. This experience changed my view of friendship. I learned that “Never make someone your everything because when they are gone, you have nothing”. My life did not end there; I have learned to accept reality.

P.S.this is just an imagination..so yaarum yen mella paava padda vendam..:P

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romba bore addikidhe...enna panalam......
seri let me tell u guys what intresting things happend this week...

~ i found out that i dont like my job anymore...so i want a new job now...this is probably my 5fth job which i am changing...

~ my dad got 5-6 packets of snacks and only one was left..so enga appa...
appa- ennama rendu naal la ivlo va sapiduvinga
me and sis- errr...veetala enna panradhu n theriyala..adhan bore addikkum bothu poi sapidvom..
appa- kitchen la oru door pottu..lock pannanum
me and sis- !!!!!!!!!!

~talked to my friend after 5 yrs...had no touch with him after i came here..but he somehow managed to go to my aunt's flat and knocked all the doors in 3rd floor and got my email id..lol...:)))))....my dad is going to kill me for the 3 hour ISD call..

~saw JUNE-R, jyothika acted pretty good...and the highlight part -surya came in the end :)))..wink wink wink

~i made fried rice...it came out pretty good...

~suddenly my mom started asking me.....what kind of guys i like....nannum adhukku oru SRK..surya range la paaru ma n sonnen... after all these questions she is like...hey un university loan eppdi kata pora??..pesama oru panakarana parthu love pannu diii...:

~apparam..appa kitta thittu vanginen...:P..cha

hmmmm vera enna....aiyo ippo yennaku pasikkudhu......
have a good weekend everyone..:)

Same Question different answer!!!

Amma- kalaila yezhandha udane computer munadi ukkaradha diiiii
Me- po maa..unnakku vera velaye illaya, poi nalla breakfast aa pannu..
Appa- suja(my pet name;) ), kalaila yezhandha udane computer munadi ukkaradha ma.
Me- seri appa, indho oru mail check pannitu varen..

Amma- indhaaa…paal kudichuttu po
Me- yennaku venam
Amma- nalladallam unnakku piddikadhe
Me- oru naal k oru glass pal than kuddipa intha kavi!!!..
Appa- poi pal kudi ma
Me- seri pa…grr..

Amma- yendi room a ippdi kalachi pottu vechi irrukka
Me- kalanji irrudhal dhan idhu room..illa na museum
Appa- yen room ippdi alangolamma irruka
Me- nallikki test pa…adhan…err paddichittu clean panren..

Amma- enga di poi oor suthittu vara?
Me- adhu vandhu..yen boyfriend oda oor suthutti irrunden…lol..
Amma- podi kazhudha..unna thiruthave mudiyadhu
Appa- yen ma ivlo late ?
Me- friend k oru assignment mudichi kuduthen pa

Amma- poi veeda perakku di
Me- oru naalaikku ethini vaati than perukka solluva ma, chumma noi noi n tholla pannadha..
Appa- veedu kupaya irrukku paaru
Me- idho poi perukkren pa

Everyday this goes on in our family…anna pavum enga amma..yen kitta oru nalliki..”nan un friend maari” n sonnallum sonnanga…rombave friend maari treat panna arambichutten..lol..dialy sema dose vanguvanga….but if she is not around nothing is fun…chumma avangala vambu izhtha dhan my day gets complete.

Ouija board

A Ouija board can be an interesting experience. Some believe it is a doorway to another world and warn against its use, but most people see it as a harmless diversion, especially if it's not taken too seriously.
I seriously don’t know how much of it is true, but I did it couple of times with my friends. First time when I did it, I was freaking out…. Four of us made an ouija board, which looked something like this...

And we kept a coin in the middle with 3 of our fingers slightly touching it so whoever is asking a question wont touch the coin…. I asked couple of questions which no one knew except me and it went to the right answer.. i was shocked…. But I chose not to believe it…because these things sounded really stupid in day today life...
Has anyone tried this????..is there any scientific explanation behind this??

And one day I saw exorcism and got so scared and stopped doing this…lol..

IWD-TAG

International Womens Day tag
Sorry for the delay…: )..
Since everyone is writing about their mom, I shall write about my sis…

Likes-
- even tho she is younger than me, acts more matured..
- very caring
- will save me from my dad, if I come home late ; )
- checks out nice guys for me and lets me know…hehe
- she doesn’t like the same food as I do…so I get the full share..lol
- Good advisor
- will listen to whatever I say
And finally love when people mistake me as the youngest…..

Dislikes-
SO MANY…will think of some for now
- very bossy
- top to bottom covered with ego
- gets angry pretty quickly..

that’s it for now…hope she doesn’t read this.. : )..

fav foods-
noodles
chicken 65
vada pav
oh..cooking with her is fun..
· she turns on the stove I place the pan…she washs the vegies while I cut them and she sits and watchs TV while I cook everything..grr..and by that time my mom would have finished with 3-4 dishes :) …

huh..there no point of me tagging people now…romba late ayidiche pa..

~TAGGED~

Tagged by sindhu....i am doing this because I have nothing better to do except watch some crappy movie over and over again…plus I have work only in the evening today.
Anyway..here goes

Ten Years Ago
- I was in mumbai.
- I was jealous of my sis.
- I was class leader for my class..
- I loved icecreams and chocolates..
- Had really short hair.

Five Years Ago
-came to canada
-Met some really good friends.
-Decided to study bio.science in university.
- Came to know people in srilanka also speak tamil.
-Saw snow for first time in my life.
- still love icecream and chocolates.

Last one year
-Has been the best year of my life.
-Went to india
- Met Nithya after 5 yrs.
- had loads of fun in 1873 Dalhousie.(a house me and my friends rented near university)
- met some awesome guys.
- bought 2 cell phones for no reason.

Yesterday
- read fine balance for 1 hour
-I slept at 2 am
- was at my friends place .
-I blogged.
- went out for dinner with my friends.
- work was really boring.


Five Yummy things
dark chocolates
Chicken Tikka or 65
Noodles
My moms mutton curry
Mangoes and tangerines

five songs I know by heart
jana gana mana- national anthem
uyire uyire- bombay
Every night in my dreams- celien Dion
Vande mataram- A.R.R
Suttum vizhi- gajini

Places I escape to
My room
My Cellphone
My friends place
Dream land aka la la land

five things I'd do if I have money
Buy my dad a BMW and my mom a house
buy myself the best perfume
take my friends out for dinner
Charity
go on a trip to swiss

TV Shows
CSI
Fear factor
Don’t watch much T.V guys


5 Things I can't Live without
My family
Chocolates
My friends
Music
sleep

People whom I would like to tag
Kirrukals
Nandoo
Kuttichuvaru
Neighbour
Logic
Dakaltiz

Some things never die

Feb,1985

Ravi demanded, you must give me 10$ every day so I can see this film tomorrow. His mother was horrified. How could this boy!!!
He had been dreading for the past two months for the arrival of the film but his mother had a vague hope that the producers might not release the picture out.
Ravi didn’t say much he just took the money from his mom and walked out to catch the 10.30 pm show.
When the film ended and the lights were switched on, Ravi turned about and gazed at the aperture in the projection room as if everything had vanished. He was delighted to watch the movie. He wanted to see more. He asked his mom if he could watch the evening show and the night. His moms face changed, she said she will only allow him to watch the 10.30 one since he was in 10th and he had lot to study.
One of the guy working in the movie place was very curious and eager to know, why this guy comes to watch the same movie everyday, he started thinking doesn’t he get bored??
Next day he waited impatiently to ask Ravi if he showed up. As expected he came to catch the 10.30 show.
Excuse me sir, if you don’t mind I have been noticing you for the past 2 weeks, just wondering why you watch this movie everyday, no matter how good the movie is why would you want to waste this much money and watch it.
For which Ravi exclaimed, the actor in the movie, Mr.srinivas is my father. He passed away 8 months ago in a car accident and this is his first movie.
The guy couldn’t say more, his heart felt heavy. He tried to smile at Ravi and cheer him up. Ravi just walked in to movie theatre and disappeared in the dark. Today was his last day, the movie was big flop so they are taking it out.
But this time he couldn’t watch the movie, he felt deserted, something missing, tears rolled down his eyes when his dad came on the screen and yelled at Kumari (character in the movie), “Kumari go do your homework, you have to become a great doctor and serve your people”. These were the exact words his father told him in the deathbed.
He couldn’t stand even a minute; he stood up swiftly and walked out thinking…Last day to see my father alive.

A bit more

hi guys..i am just eager to know more about all of you guys...each and everyone of us have different taste and attitude...willing to share???

name(real name)- kavitha
b'day- 4th november 1985 (yr solla venna na parava illa..lol)
zodiac sign-Scorpio
Fav Actor- Shahrukh, Surya, Brad pitt, denzel washington and ofcourse maddy..oh forgot Aarya:)
Fav Actress- Kajol
Fav food- noodles
Fav sport- cricket
If given a trip to worlds most beautiful place whom would you go with(wink)- my sis and who ever that unlucky guy i am with.
Fav holiday spot- mahabalipuram, goa, switzerland
most memorable moment- when i lost someone special
tell me something about urself- simple, jealous, shy(sometimes) hmm caring i would say
Strengths- hardworking, self motivation
weakness- lazy sometimes, think and analyse too much
Fav quote-the real meaning to life is to plant trees under whose shade u do not expect to sit..(M.K.Gandhi )
any joke for us to laugh- once upon a time there was a aaya sitting and sutting vadai:)...adhukku apparam yennaku marandu pochi..

hmm idhu podhum ippatheekku...copy the questions in comments and reply:)