Heartbroken teenager

note- All Characters in this story are imaginative...

Well it all started at the beginning of 2003, when during the 2nd week of school I was late into class and as I walked in there was a new guy in my class. We got to know each other straight away, later i found his name to be krishna. We got to know each other better and after a few weeks we started flirting a bit and nearly every night we spoke over the phone for nearly 2 hours, we spoke about everything especially how we felt about each other ,what would happen with our families, and everything else about love and relationships and all of our problems. We ended up writing letters to each other basically everyday, one day he wrote me 2 or 3 letters in the same day.
So everything seemed good. That went on until Valentine's day, I found out that we had a compatibility of 95% and a love percentage of 110%. Well I found out that a few of my friends liked him a lot, and a few other guys liked me and I had to let them know I didn't feel the same way about them. So on Valentine's day he gave me my favorite chocolate, we found out how much we had in common, but at first I said to him that I couldn't accept it and I told him not to get me anything, but he still did. So after school we both came out of maths, he was tensed and hesitated and suddenly he asked me out, I was so STUPID, I said NO!!! when I loved him so much and he was everything I wanted in a guy and I said NO. I told him the reason I thought he understood, but a few weeks later one of my friends asked him out and he said yes to her. She knew I still liked him, and yet she did that.
Now all I can do is cry because he does not love me anymore. He hardly speaks to me now and I wonder why. Is it because I turned him down? or because I am so pathetic about this? But for now I guess I will never love anyone. I still love him heaps but its all too confusing in my mind. We don't call, we don't write, we don't flirt. every time I look at him I feel like crying.
I have tried drinking away my sorrows but it never works, they just come back to me when I become sober again.
i seriously thought i would never love anyone else again...days passed..years passed...and one day i met Raj... sat beside him..talked to him...wow the cycle started again...


Even now when i look at all these young high school kids having Bf and Gf...i just wonder how long these things are going go...arent they too young for relationships ....i guess no one here thinks in a long term way...just like a time pass...infactuation i would say!!!! still wonder if these people even know the meaning of love...

When friendship hurts

I still remember those days when I and Stan were inseparable. We used to spend countless hours together. Until one day when I met with a serious accident. That accident was a turning point in my life. I do not remember every detail of how the accident actually happened, but all I remember is that I was severely injured. Doctors had advised me to take rest for three months. Just the thought of staying home, doing absolutely nothing scared me! But I had no other choice; I could not walk due to a major leg injury that came as compliment along with the accident. For the first two weeks I was enjoying the attention I was getting from my family and friends. But, little did I know that my friends began to look at me as a pain. Everyday Stan would call me and learn about my days stretch.

Three weeks passed with this same routine. He told me that he was feeling very lonely at college without me. And one day he called me and said he was invited to a party by some senior college mates. He asked me if whether he should make it to the party. I told he should definitely go because chances such as this do not come often.
Getting invited to a senior college party was a huge deal. So he went and had fun, he called me the following day and told me every detail of the party. For the next couple of days I did not receive any phone calls from him. I tried calling him; there was no reply on the other end. Finally, Stan called a week later! He had a few excuses. I was just too stupefied to believe that he was not able to find a single minute to make a call to find out if I am doing well. That night I called him again and I told him how I felt. Stan told me he had to expand his social circle. He did not care about me anymore; he had drifted far away from me. I did not even in my dream expect this from Stan. A friend whom I trusted the most hurt me like this. It was the fourth week; I went to see the doctor. The doctor said I would recuperate in two weeks. I called Stan and informed him about my fast recovery. He wasn’t as excited as I though he would be.

Two weeks passed by and I had completely recovered. The first day back to college after the accident, I searched for Stan. He was nowhere to be found, other friends told me he hung out at the college dorm with his new friends. That evening I saw him in my computer science lecture, he ignored me. At that moment I realized he was not the same Stan anymore. This experience changed my view of friendship. I learned that “Never make someone your everything because when they are gone, you have nothing”. My life did not end there; I have learned to accept reality.

P.S.this is just an imagination..so yaarum yen mella paava padda vendam..:P

blah blah blah...

romba bore addikidhe...enna panalam......
seri let me tell u guys what intresting things happend this week...

~ i found out that i dont like my job anymore...so i want a new job now...this is probably my 5fth job which i am changing...

~ my dad got 5-6 packets of snacks and only one was left..so enga appa...
appa- ennama rendu naal la ivlo va sapiduvinga
me and sis- errr...veetala enna panradhu n theriyala..adhan bore addikkum bothu poi sapidvom..
appa- kitchen la oru door pottu..lock pannanum
me and sis- !!!!!!!!!!

~talked to my friend after 5 yrs...had no touch with him after i came here..but he somehow managed to go to my aunt's flat and knocked all the doors in 3rd floor and got my email id..lol...:)))))....my dad is going to kill me for the 3 hour ISD call..

~saw JUNE-R, jyothika acted pretty good...and the highlight part -surya came in the end :)))..wink wink wink

~i made fried rice...it came out pretty good...

~suddenly my mom started asking me.....what kind of guys i like....nannum adhukku oru SRK..surya range la paaru ma n sonnen... after all these questions she is like...hey un university loan eppdi kata pora??..pesama oru panakarana parthu love pannu diii...:

~apparam..appa kitta thittu vanginen...:P..cha

hmmmm vera enna....aiyo ippo yennaku pasikkudhu......
have a good weekend everyone..:)

Same Question different answer!!!

Amma- kalaila yezhandha udane computer munadi ukkaradha diiiii
Me- po maa..unnakku vera velaye illaya, poi nalla breakfast aa pannu..
Appa- suja(my pet name;) ), kalaila yezhandha udane computer munadi ukkaradha ma.
Me- seri appa, indho oru mail check pannitu varen..

Amma- indhaaa…paal kudichuttu po
Me- yennaku venam
Amma- nalladallam unnakku piddikadhe
Me- oru naal k oru glass pal than kuddipa intha kavi!!!..
Appa- poi pal kudi ma
Me- seri pa…grr..

Amma- yendi room a ippdi kalachi pottu vechi irrukka
Me- kalanji irrudhal dhan idhu room..illa na museum
Appa- yen room ippdi alangolamma irruka
Me- nallikki test pa…adhan…err paddichittu clean panren..

Amma- enga di poi oor suthittu vara?
Me- adhu vandhu..yen boyfriend oda oor suthutti irrunden…lol..
Amma- podi kazhudha..unna thiruthave mudiyadhu
Appa- yen ma ivlo late ?
Me- friend k oru assignment mudichi kuduthen pa

Amma- poi veeda perakku di
Me- oru naalaikku ethini vaati than perukka solluva ma, chumma noi noi n tholla pannadha..
Appa- veedu kupaya irrukku paaru
Me- idho poi perukkren pa

Everyday this goes on in our family…anna pavum enga amma..yen kitta oru nalliki..”nan un friend maari” n sonnallum sonnanga…rombave friend maari treat panna arambichutten..lol..dialy sema dose vanguvanga….but if she is not around nothing is fun…chumma avangala vambu izhtha dhan my day gets complete.

Ouija board

A Ouija board can be an interesting experience. Some believe it is a doorway to another world and warn against its use, but most people see it as a harmless diversion, especially if it's not taken too seriously.
I seriously don’t know how much of it is true, but I did it couple of times with my friends. First time when I did it, I was freaking out…. Four of us made an ouija board, which looked something like this...

And we kept a coin in the middle with 3 of our fingers slightly touching it so whoever is asking a question wont touch the coin…. I asked couple of questions which no one knew except me and it went to the right answer.. i was shocked…. But I chose not to believe it…because these things sounded really stupid in day today life...
Has anyone tried this????..is there any scientific explanation behind this??

And one day I saw exorcism and got so scared and stopped doing this…lol..

IWD-TAG

International Womens Day tag
Sorry for the delay…: )..
Since everyone is writing about their mom, I shall write about my sis…

Likes-
- even tho she is younger than me, acts more matured..
- very caring
- will save me from my dad, if I come home late ; )
- checks out nice guys for me and lets me know…hehe
- she doesn’t like the same food as I do…so I get the full share..lol
- Good advisor
- will listen to whatever I say
And finally love when people mistake me as the youngest…..

Dislikes-
SO MANY…will think of some for now
- very bossy
- top to bottom covered with ego
- gets angry pretty quickly..

that’s it for now…hope she doesn’t read this.. : )..

fav foods-
noodles
chicken 65
vada pav
oh..cooking with her is fun..
· she turns on the stove I place the pan…she washs the vegies while I cut them and she sits and watchs TV while I cook everything..grr..and by that time my mom would have finished with 3-4 dishes :) …

huh..there no point of me tagging people now…romba late ayidiche pa..

~TAGGED~

Tagged by sindhu....i am doing this because I have nothing better to do except watch some crappy movie over and over again…plus I have work only in the evening today.
Anyway..here goes

Ten Years Ago
- I was in mumbai.
- I was jealous of my sis.
- I was class leader for my class..
- I loved icecreams and chocolates..
- Had really short hair.

Five Years Ago
-came to canada
-Met some really good friends.
-Decided to study bio.science in university.
- Came to know people in srilanka also speak tamil.
-Saw snow for first time in my life.
- still love icecream and chocolates.

Last one year
-Has been the best year of my life.
-Went to india
- Met Nithya after 5 yrs.
- had loads of fun in 1873 Dalhousie.(a house me and my friends rented near university)
- met some awesome guys.
- bought 2 cell phones for no reason.

Yesterday
- read fine balance for 1 hour
-I slept at 2 am
- was at my friends place .
-I blogged.
- went out for dinner with my friends.
- work was really boring.


Five Yummy things
dark chocolates
Chicken Tikka or 65
Noodles
My moms mutton curry
Mangoes and tangerines

five songs I know by heart
jana gana mana- national anthem
uyire uyire- bombay
Every night in my dreams- celien Dion
Vande mataram- A.R.R
Suttum vizhi- gajini

Places I escape to
My room
My Cellphone
My friends place
Dream land aka la la land

five things I'd do if I have money
Buy my dad a BMW and my mom a house
buy myself the best perfume
take my friends out for dinner
Charity
go on a trip to swiss

TV Shows
CSI
Fear factor
Don’t watch much T.V guys


5 Things I can't Live without
My family
Chocolates
My friends
Music
sleep

People whom I would like to tag
Kirrukals
Nandoo
Kuttichuvaru
Neighbour
Logic
Dakaltiz

Some things never die

Feb,1985

Ravi demanded, you must give me 10$ every day so I can see this film tomorrow. His mother was horrified. How could this boy!!!
He had been dreading for the past two months for the arrival of the film but his mother had a vague hope that the producers might not release the picture out.
Ravi didn’t say much he just took the money from his mom and walked out to catch the 10.30 pm show.
When the film ended and the lights were switched on, Ravi turned about and gazed at the aperture in the projection room as if everything had vanished. He was delighted to watch the movie. He wanted to see more. He asked his mom if he could watch the evening show and the night. His moms face changed, she said she will only allow him to watch the 10.30 one since he was in 10th and he had lot to study.
One of the guy working in the movie place was very curious and eager to know, why this guy comes to watch the same movie everyday, he started thinking doesn’t he get bored??
Next day he waited impatiently to ask Ravi if he showed up. As expected he came to catch the 10.30 show.
Excuse me sir, if you don’t mind I have been noticing you for the past 2 weeks, just wondering why you watch this movie everyday, no matter how good the movie is why would you want to waste this much money and watch it.
For which Ravi exclaimed, the actor in the movie, Mr.srinivas is my father. He passed away 8 months ago in a car accident and this is his first movie.
The guy couldn’t say more, his heart felt heavy. He tried to smile at Ravi and cheer him up. Ravi just walked in to movie theatre and disappeared in the dark. Today was his last day, the movie was big flop so they are taking it out.
But this time he couldn’t watch the movie, he felt deserted, something missing, tears rolled down his eyes when his dad came on the screen and yelled at Kumari (character in the movie), “Kumari go do your homework, you have to become a great doctor and serve your people”. These were the exact words his father told him in the deathbed.
He couldn’t stand even a minute; he stood up swiftly and walked out thinking…Last day to see my father alive.

A bit more

hi guys..i am just eager to know more about all of you guys...each and everyone of us have different taste and attitude...willing to share???

name(real name)- kavitha
b'day- 4th november 1985 (yr solla venna na parava illa..lol)
zodiac sign-Scorpio
Fav Actor- Shahrukh, Surya, Brad pitt, denzel washington and ofcourse maddy..oh forgot Aarya:)
Fav Actress- Kajol
Fav food- noodles
Fav sport- cricket
If given a trip to worlds most beautiful place whom would you go with(wink)- my sis and who ever that unlucky guy i am with.
Fav holiday spot- mahabalipuram, goa, switzerland
most memorable moment- when i lost someone special
tell me something about urself- simple, jealous, shy(sometimes) hmm caring i would say
Strengths- hardworking, self motivation
weakness- lazy sometimes, think and analyse too much
Fav quote-the real meaning to life is to plant trees under whose shade u do not expect to sit..(M.K.Gandhi )
any joke for us to laugh- once upon a time there was a aaya sitting and sutting vadai:)...adhukku apparam yennaku marandu pochi..

hmm idhu podhum ippatheekku...copy the questions in comments and reply:)

..PrAnK..

One fine evening and when I didn’t have anything to study I asked diva (my friend) if she could help me do some pranks with my friends. She hesitated first but I managed to convince her because if I call and talk to them they would know my voice…;)
More details about my friends in Halifax- five guys.. (bachelors) living in an apartment and doing their masters in Dalhousie University. I still don’t get how they all got into that university… but yea ..so they just came from india a year ago.

So I told diva to call like a telemarketer and ask couple of questions about their living…lol..
My initial target was Krishna cuz he has too much kozhuppu but unfortunately sriram picked up.

Diva- hi this is Jennifer calling from Accutel telemarketing service, would you spare a couple of minutes to answer few question about your day today living.
I turned on the speaker
Sriram- huh,, yea sure
Background voice I think Anand’s…yaar da mams..
Sriram- theriyala da..oru sec
Sriram- yea yea sure..carry on
Diva- may I start with your name and occupation.
Sriram- I am sriram, doing masters in chemical engineering.(with an extra American accent)..lol
Diva- oh that’s really intresting…so you live here alone.
Sriram- no no. I live with four of my friends.
Diva- that sounds fun..so you guys buy take out food.
Sriram- sometimes, I cook mostly.
Diva- really, what do you cook…
Sriram- rice..sambar..oops I don’t think you know what sambar is..
Diva- giggles..yea I know..one my friend is Indian
Sriram- oh really..whats is her name
I was like..oh god..manatha vangatha da..
Diva- err..K..er..sha..shalini
Sriram- nice name..
Diva- so yea…where do you guys shop(clothes).
Sriram- oh we brought everything from India…I don’t like the clothes here..
Diva- lol..oh ic
Sriram- yep
Diva- where do you guys shop when ur really hungry..i mean is there any stores near your place..
Sriram- oh when we are really hungry..we empty the vending machine
Me- LOL(controlling not to laugh to hard)
Diva- haha…er..cool….1 second please..
Kavi..vera enna questions…cant think of anything else…hmm…ask what soap and toothpaste they use..lol
Diva- sorry about that..got a call..
Sriram- not a problem
Diva- so..hm what kind of soap and toothpaste you guys use..
Sriram- Lifeboy..oh actually my friends use that…I use huh..Hamam..its very famous soap in India..and paste Colgate…
Me- I couldn’t control my laughter ..shut my mouth…and ran out of the room to laugh…
Diva- er..hehe..nice..ok sir..what festivals you celebrate?
Sriram- ohh..we celebrate..Canada day, Victoria day, thanks giving day
Diva – oh realy..how nice…that’s it for the questions sir..thanks for sparing some time for answering .have a nice day…
Sriram- you too…bye..

I felt a bit guilty..so I called after half hour…; ))
Me - hii..i am calling from accutell…this is Jennifer kavitha speaking..(giggling)
Sriram- huh…adi paavi…nalla irrupiya..orrupaduviya di nee…pisasu..pani..yerrama maadu…
Me- hahahhaha…sorry da kannu..chumma oru jolly k than..lol…dai unnaku enga da pochi arrivu…didn’t you see a Toronto number in the caller id…and who in the world surveys about stupid day to day living…hehe
Sriram- saniyane…yen precious 15 mins a waste panniten…
Me - aiyo da…athu enna….you guys celebrate Canada day ..Victoria day va…ithu unnakke over a illa…
Sriram- haha..chumma oru build up k than..pinna..diwali…pongal n solla solra..
Me- seri seri..yennamoo…


Contact me if you guys want to do a prank on anyone…april 1st is coming soon ; ))))….hehe

Tangled-PART II and final..

Next day

Maya-HI, Raghu…
Raghu- hey, whats up…
Maya- hmm..are you busy?
Raghu- No, not at all..whats the matter?
Maya(thinking to herself)- aiyo..eppdi start pannuven..
Raghu-hey, what happened yaar
Maya- huh, I like someone..
Raghu- WHO?
Maya-I will tell you…but first I want to know if he thinks of me in the same way..
Raghu- hey hey..who is it?..atleast give me some hints…is he from our university?
Maya- yess
Raghu- hmm…what program?
Maya- Manufacturing engineering
Raghu- ohhhh..okk..and I know you only like Indian guys..so that comes to around 12 guys in our class
Maya- hehe…
Raghu- TELL, I am going crazy here..
Maya- ok, big hint he is a Scorpio.
Raghu(thinking to himself)- holy….is that me…she likes me??..i cant believe it…
Maya- oye, where you lost..
Raghu- so... how old is he?…5 days older than you..
Maya- what?
Raghu- I meant ..huhh..err…5 days, 1 yr ..2 yr older than you..
Maya- I don’t know
Raghu – hmm…ok
Maya(thinking to herself)- wait wait…why did he say 5 days….my birthday is on November 4th and Raghu’s on October 29th ….Pradeeps on November 11th but he is one year older than me…soooo the only person who is 5 days older to me is Raghu….OH GOD…did I hint him something wrong…
Raghu- Maya..actually I like someone too..
Maya- errr…who?
Raghu- she is in Biological science..
Maya(thinking to herself)- aiyo…whats this new confusion
Raghu- And I know her from 1st year.
Maya- hmm…Indian??
Raghu- ofcourse!!!!
Maya- ok..so there are 4 indian girls in my class….Shalini…Shilpa…Warida and Navjeet..who is it?
Raghu(thinking to himself)- this girl man…she left her name..and she expects me to tell who it is…
Maya(thinking to herself)- I am the only person..he knows from first year…
Raghu- soo…did you figure it out..or you want me to say her name..
Maya- err..huh..Raghu..i have class now…I will call you tonite…
Raghu- sure yaar..no worries…so when are you going to tell who that guy is..
Maya- oh that..forget about it for now. catch you later…byee
Raghu- hmm..bye!!

After few minutes Pooja and Maya have a conversation

Pooja- hey, did you ask him?
Maya- don’t even start..it was all your idea..grrr, now everything is messed up
Pooja- hey..what happened??(eagerly)
Maya-I think Raghu likes me…he didn’t say directly..but its very obvious
Pooja- are you serious??…what did you tell him
Maya- I don’t know man…should I just leave it like that..
Pooja- what do u mean leave it…are you stupid…
Maya- I am serious…
Pooja- hmm..i heard from Sanjay that Pradeep likes someone too…
Maya- Really…ah man
Pooja- hmm..what you gonna do
Maya- I am not going to bring this topic again to raghu or pradeep…imagine how Raghu would feel if he came to know that all this while I was giving hints about Pradeep not him. And coming to Pradeep..i really don’t want to know who he likes….its better to be friends than putting our relationship in all these tangles.. Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart..

FrIeNdShIp Is JuSt A wOrD bUt My FrIeNdS gIvE iT a MeAnInG..

Tangled-PART I

Raghu, Maya and Pradeep- best friends
Pooja- maya’s close friend
Sanjay- Pradeeps close friend
Similarities- same university.
Differences- Maya is doing biological science while Raghu and Pradeep are in manufacturing engineering. Maya was from a typical south Indian Tamil family. Raghu North Indian from Delhi and Pradeep from Kerela.

Three of them sitting in the school cafeteria
Raghu- I am gonna miss you guys pa, I really don’t want to graduate.
Pradeep- come on da machan, this is part of life too, don’t worry we all will be the same even after 10 years. What do you say maya?
Maya- hmm, I don’t know da..feel pathetic. I don’t know how I am going to be without you guys. All these four years living in the same hostel, eating from one another’s plate, making fun of each other, studying together….really going to miss all that.
Pradeep- hey… Maya look at me.
He places his hand on top of her hand and gives the sweetest smile.
Raghu gets up suddenly
Maya- hey where you off too..
Raghu- huh..have a project to submit, you guys carry on.

After 2-3 hours
Pooja- Maya, why you look so dull and dead.
Maya- only three more weeks di, then all of us in different directions. Hate this feeling.
Pooja- I know what you mean pa, don’t worry. Time will heal everything.
Maya- hmmmmm
Pooja- can I ask you something
Maya- what is it
Pooja- do you by any chance have feelings for Pradeep.
Maya- huh….n..no(stumbles)
Pooja- hmm, okay…nice try..haha
Maya- why, do you think he likes me?
Pooja- as far I know, I have a feeling he does. Why don’t you ask him.
Maya- no no, what if he doesn’t think of me in that way.
Pooja- hey, Pradeep shares everything with Raghu. So Raghu should know something if there is anything like that. Why don’t you try asking him.
Maya- hmm..but I don’t want Raghu going and telling Pradeep that I asked these kind of dumb questions.
Pooja- don’t you worry, you know Raghu more than me, he is gem of a person…he wont open his mouth..trust me!!
Maya- ahh…hmm..yea..

At the same time Pradeep and Sanjay have a conversation
Sanjay- machan, when you gonna tell her
Pradeep- tell what..who
Sanjay- nice joke of the year, come on da
Pradeep- yea, I have to let her know someday, just that I am not used to asking these kind of questions to gurls.
Sanjay- what are you trying to say here…you think I go around asking out gurls everyday.
Pradeep-lol.i didn’t mean in that way da..
Sanjay- whatever way you meant…just go tell her.
Pradeep- hmm…NO..i will wait a bit da…don’t want to rush things. I have to find out if she has anyone in her mind first.

.....to be cont....

Valentines day!!!!!!!!!!

Roses here, chocolates there, heart shaped cards everywhere…ahh paithiyum piddikkudu…

What is Valentines day (according to other people)?
Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones to show and express their feelings.

What is Valentines day (according to me)?
Get to eat lot of chocolates and enjoy decorating my room with some beautiful roses.

I love you na enna pa..i am still figuring out that word. In what situations can you say that, I have seen some people know the opposite sex for just one day and they would say I love you. strange….adha vida strange.... hi..my name is john, I saw you walk by yesterday..i think I am in love with you. Kadavleeee..
I don’t know how many people agree with this but I personally think love needs some time..i don’t know how much time..but say it when you really feel like it. Not just to impress the other person. It should come from bottom of your heart.
I am not against love or anything..just that I have never felt that feeling and when I do I will let you all know (big smile)…ohh one more thing adhu enna love at first site??..have any of you experienced that…I see so many cute guys around and I think in my mind..aiyo semma cute a irrukan..is that considered love at first site??
You know what’s a really good feeling..when you know you like someone and you tremble and struggle to let them know..i have seen each and every friend of mine go through
this stage. Super a irrukum…

Got this in one of my forward mails..
When you are with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, U R IN LOVE....

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. U R IN LOVE....

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! AT THT TIME, U R IN LOVE....

If you are much more excited for one short e- mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, YUP, U R IN LOVE....

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, Awww...U R BADLY IN LOVE....

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Hmm..HATE TO SAY IT AGAIN...BUT THAT MOMENT, U R IN LOVE....

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, BELIEVE OR NOT, U R IN LOVE....

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, TRUST ME, U R IN LOVE WID THT PERSON...

Oooo..which person appeared in your mind??????….so many situations where you can be in LOVE (confused again)…

P.S. NO offence taken or given to people who are in love …nan chumma vetti ya discovering theva illa da matters : )….

Why girls like Sanjay Ramasamy;)

adhu yenna pa.whoever I ask..they say they want a guy like sanjay ramasamy…appdi yenna than irrukku avan kitta…

Konjum analyzing
-First of all he is a rich energetic business magnate, so anga orru 50% girls mayangi vizhindachi.
- secondly he is the sweetest guy I have ever seen (so anga orru 20%)
-appram he is good looking ( adhu orru 10%)
- even though he is freaking rich, his attractive quality of eating from roadside (appa adhu oru 10%)…touched my heart (wink)
- how he doesn’t boast about his powers (10%)
- the way he proposes her
- the way he smiles
- the way he sings …pesum aalaginai ketu rasithida, pagal neram mothamaai kedapenne, Thoongum alaginai paarthu rasithuda, eravellam kanvilithu kedapenea
- his cute smile
- his adorable reaction when he heard about Asin’s three ambassador story..lol
-the reaction he gave when Asin helped the blind guy to the main road (mixture of a bit of sirruppu and kanneer..chance a illa)
- his cute smile
- how he says kalakara kalpana..lol

appdi sollikitte pollaaaaaammmm…
mothathla avan oru perfect guy k example…idha yezhudi mudikkarathu kulla..i think I have fallen for him toooooooo…..

his cute smile..huhhh
his smile
avan smile..aiyooooooooooo.

eyezzz gueszz

lets see how many of these eyes you guys can figure out :)..I will start with the first one..its AISH..

I miss madras

I was watching minnale and alaipayuthe today and as I was watching it , my good old days in madras kept flashing. Those days when me and my friends allanjifyed for maddy, school a cut addichi movies poyi..fake leave letter ready panni….now when I think about all those sweet memories I just wish I was there. I wont blame about my life here, I have so much freedom , I am a free bird here but indhula thrill aa illa…I always wanted to go college there and enjoy my college days there. Yenna panradhu..it seems that I have to enjoy my university life here. There are lot of tamil people here but most of them are from srilanka, their tamil accent is a bit hard for me get.
For example my dad’s friend called one day
Dad’s friend- appa nikKarangala
Me- illa uKkandhittu irrukanga
Dad’s friend- I meant is your dad there
Me- humm..oh..huh yea

I still remember the first day of my school, this srilankan girl came up to me and asked yen kitta kadhaikka maatingala…I was like..whats kadhaikka…she said talk….i said Appaaa adhu pesa maatingala…she is like whats pesa…( yenna kodume sami idhu), but yea now I got used to it :) they are really nice people.. tend to help each other a lot in there community. Because of them we have a lot of tamil stores and theatres :)….

Ohhh guess what they opened Saravana Bhavan here ..anna oru masala dosa $6 kashtam…hmm even komalas kooda recent a open panni irrukanga. It feels somewhat like back home. Its ok innum konja naal than..going to phinish my studies and go back : ). Who knows what future holds for me.

Dont try to make me jealous by writting all the good times you guys are having there..apparam yen vaithu erruchal than minjum...hehe

Rang De Basanti...awesome..

Watched a really really good movie after a long time. Rang de Basanti is a film about awakening. I guess you all might have seen it by now. Took in a very different style, loved each and every scene of it. Siddharth’s acting was simply great, chumma solla kudhathu I think he was the best in the movie. Didn’t expect a lot from soha ali khan, but she turned out to be good too. Don’t have to say anything about aamir khans acting. Maddy was cute as usual. Sharman joshi and Atul kulkarni did a good job. I find kunal kapoor really cute..what do you say? :)
Overall it’s a great movie to watch. and if u havent still watched it...Ada poi parrunga pa

ahhhhh

applied for too many jobs ...got calls from all of them(well most of them..strange)..now i dont know which one to choose :)..yenna hire panna avvunga kuduthu vechi irrekannum..illaaa?

just for fun...{KARMA}

check out this site, it will tell you what you were in your previous life.
http://www.spiritproject.com/oracle/karma/index.htm

i was a male born in south china(sigh). maybe thats y i like noodles that much..and my proffession was a shepherd, horseman or forester..aiyo kadavle....

being single*-*..fun fun fun

This is dedicated to my friend who is going though a break-up. NO guy is worth your tears and the one who is wont make you cry. Cheer up Hun.

Advantages of being single

No Stress

No commitment

Site adichify as many ppl as you want..lol

Don’t have to waste money on stupid things

No lies involved

Less cell phone bills

More freedom and independence

Will have more time to concentrate on personal growth

No inquiries about friends of the opposite sex

Can do shopping forever

Don't have to tolerate moodiness & nagging